I'm at zero calories, thank god. I'm so sick of being polluted by food.. I need to be pure again. I think I'm gaining tbh.. I'm disgusted with myself. I just got my thigh gap back and I'm letting myself lose it! Ugh. All I've had today is a piece of gum...
Since I've been struggling with not-binging lately I think I'm gonna have to raise my daily calories to 600. I'm hoping I'll be able to resist more easily with that ungodly amount XD
Here's a list of "safe" foods. You don't have to count them in your daily calories if you DO NOT OVERDO IT. Remember, everything in moderation.
Hey all.. Sorry I've not been too active. School stuff. Except I'm a liar, haha. This week has been a huge binge week, I've been too ashamed of myself to post much. I wasn't feeling like I deserved to preach about how to be skinny if I was being such...
This better finally work, I've been trying to update all weekend but it hasn't let me. I purged for for the first time in my life on Friday; it was miserable. Absolute shite. Real probs to Mia people out there, it's not for the faint of heart. I ate two...
Collarbone goals tho, holy Christ 😫😍😭
Height: 5'8", 172 cm Age: 17 BMI: 21.3 Original weight: 165 lbs, 74.8 kg Current weight: 140 lbs, 63.5 kg Overall goal: 115 lbs, 52.2 kg Goal one: 155 lbs, 70.3 kg Goal two: 150 lbs, 68 kg Goal three: 140, 63.5 kg Goal four: 135 lbs, 61.2 kg
I feel like shite today, I've had 78 cals and I really need to work out because I'm supposed to be f a s t i n g today.. Just gotta get some caffeine in me soon or I'm gonna blow this 😫
I'm such a fucking failure. 286 calories at lunch today. I've burned 265 but that's beside the point. I was N E G A T I V E 265 C A L O R I E S but I'm F A T. I'm grounding myself from music and television and I'm going to burn at LEAST 1,000 calories...
So far today I've eaten: - Chicken Fajita Rice-A-Roni, 1/2 cup 130 calories - Iceberg lettuce, 1 cup 8 calories _________________________________________________________________________ So that would be a total of 138 calories! I'm doing great today,...
I haven't eaten in almost two days. That's a thing I like about depression I guess, no anxiety, no hunger, nothing. Also no sense of self-preservation. Which I'm quite liking.
Okay, so. I've fixed my food log so that my day STARTS with dinner. that way if i have my max then i know not to eat anything else until the next day instead of giving up and binging like a piggy. so, TODAY I've had 230 calories.
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